I was born on one famous day which was only famous to my parents because of my birth. The first thing i did when i stepped into this world was to cry. That was the day i cried and all others were joyful. That first cry was just out of fear as i was into this world with a fresh lease of life. From then on crying has become a habit for me.
As a child i always cried if someone did not give me what i wanted. This was out of ignorance and as a child i didn't knew what i was doing. As a grown up kid, in my school days i always cried because my mate used to get more marks than me, my mate used to score more than me in every sport. This cry was just out of
sheer jealousey. I always wanted to be on the top.
In my college days, i always used to cry when others used enjoy their life. I am poor and couldn't afford to enjoy my life and had to concentrate on studies. But when they got placed in good companies with handsome salaries because of good references i cried more out of helplesness and bad luck.
When i got a job, even though i work hard, i still used to cry because my colleagues used to get promotions and handsome hikes. I cried thinking of this injustice meeted out to me in this scoiety.
In my ages, after my first crush was the time i cried a lot as i had to loose her as someone caught her. i thought marriage was the only way i could end my troubles and after that only i realized that that my troubles doubled. I started crying because everyone got a good looking and understanding girl but my soul mate was totally different.
When i had children, i used to cry a lot because of financial problems, that problem and this problem. This cry was totally out of my inability to feed my family well.
Finally, i entered my old age and used to cry everyday beacuse of possesiveness. I just wanted to stay more with my children and family but don't know when i will be out of this world.
God!!!!!!!! You gave me family, friends, wealth to survive. But you also gave tears to express feelings to myself. When i look back at my life i just laugh at myself and say i think only of the moments i cried and to my surprise that pain was only for few days. All the other days i was happy and that one or two days of tears is spoiling all my happiness.
When i was about to leave this earth, i realized that if i think i am happy i will always be happy, if i go negative in my thinking i can never ever be happy. By that time it
was too late!!!!!!! Before my last breathe i finally thought, We have to be happy with what we have!!!!!
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