Raising doubts all along

 

It was a sunny day and I was driving on a road at a very slow speed something running behind the my mind. I saw a guy walking along the road, looking tired in that hot sun and asked for a lift. On any day I would have offered him a lift but I didn't on that day. I just passed by as if I didn't notice anything. As I passed few meters along, I started thinking why I was not myself these days. Then few more points flashed across my mind and a scenario came to mind when one of my friend whom I met after a long time wanted to shake hands and hug, I politely said no and moved along. This is the case when I go out to purchase groceries, hospital and in case any crowded area and in all cases I was hesitant, there was a moment of ear within me and I always looked around in fear. The only reason for this being the COVID scenario. This has changed the way I live my life. This has changed the way people live on the Earth. This has raised doubts on each and every human being we meet up with. Everything is now looked at in a suspective manner and everything is a doubt. We all want to get out of this and there is only "normal" and not "new normal".